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善德女王

"一步一个脚印" - 歌词 

无论是近在咫尺还是远在天边，我都无法靠近你；

不论是眼里还是心里，都装不下你；

不如就让我从此目盲，因为注视着我的你我都不认识了。

一步一步向我走来的脚步声，

即使远在天际我也知道是你；

一步一步踏着铺满泪水的路，

一日日能否重新来过；

一步一步向我走来的脚步声，

即使远在天际我也知道是你；

一步一步纵使离开我，我也要拥你入怀，

连同你那不停哭泣的心。”



"被太阳遮掩的月亮” - 歌词

连月光都照不到我 满是冰冷的露水
突然出现一颗从未见过的星星
抚慰着满身疲惫的我 悄悄地对我说
想要唤醒改变世界
就要成为点亮自己
成为燃尽这枷锁世界的黑暗
照亮全世界的光芒  

words

words, they can really hurt

doeful eyes

well, i must admit, 

these few days have been, put it in 1 simple word : BAD. 

well it all started off with receiving my mid term grades which goes descending as i shuffle through the week. 

then, it went on with my plans for the part 1 of my surprise birthday celebration that i planned out so nicely for my boyfriend, it had to flopped and i could only accomplish 1 item out of the list i planned.  then, things had to turn worse by giving my horrid coughs that make me so worried that i will cough all the way through my interview today, but good thing, God bless me, and i did not cough at all during the session. but putting that aside, things just cant seem to get better when i turn in early yesterday in preparation for my interview today, only to wake up to bolting headaches and neck-aches, and a disillusioned mind. well, things got even uglier when i just made a fool out of myself during the interview, i had utterly no idea what was going on, all i wanted to do was : stop, rewind, redo. then, lady luck still wouldn't be graceful on me. i had to slip and slide half way down the escalator in school that faces the gantry, at the peak period where students were coming in while in an attempt to rush down to get my lunch. reward for the day, i broke my shoes and had to act like nothing happened to save my face. 

awww... such awful things happened.

but i must say, i have the sweetest boyfriend that never fails to save his embarrassing girlfriend. he text me after he knew that i fell and said he wanted to get special gate pass just to accompany me through the day to make me feel better. such a sweet darling i have! well, be grateful no matter what. 

blogging

well, i think everyone who knows me well enough will know that i love to read blogs. so recently, one of my favourite stalkee (i invented that word, which means, person i stalk), removed her blog! so now, i have one less blog to read. but its alright, there are many out there for me to pick and choose from.

and well, i think i have came down to this conclusion after stalking quite a number of blogs. in the blogging sphere, there are a few kinds of bloggers. 

first, those who blog for the money, we shall call them 'professional' bloggers. i have to admit, some of these professional bloggers, they have good writing habits, but well those that i bumped on recently, they have bad writing skills and it totally irks me to read their blogs. it makes me feel bimbotic reading them, so i 'x' them out of my list. 

there is another type, which we all know, they open blog shops selling merchandise ranging from clothes, to accessories, to cupcakes, innovative little household items and more. well i really salute these people. recently, i found this blogger who sells cupcakes on her blog, and i started reading her personal blog and found her really inspiring. she's 20 this year, she started her little business when she turned 19. best part of all, she bakes for the love of it, and her boyfriend so sweetly bakes together with her. such a sweet couple. well, these people have the courage to take the risk, and i dare say, its something i am lacking. i'm envious! 

then there is a third group of bloggers who set up their blog because they are simply passionate about what they like and genuinely want to share it with the world. i have come across a few such manicure blogs. i sincerely admire their perseverance to update as frequent as they could (one of them updates almost every alternate day). well i think being girls, we will understand that painting your nails can be a chore at times, waiting in between coats to dry and painting them over and over again just to make it perfect. that alone takes up a hell load of time and to top it off with intricate manicure designs, well you just ought to ravel at their patience. 

last, we cannot forget people like myself. we blog just because we want to keep a record of our thoughts, to share a part of our life with you (reader). sometimes, blogging is a form of therapy for us, because we just needed an outlet, someone who listens, and ask not a word more. 

well, the categories are not exclusive and i might have missed out some other types of bloggers, but well, this post is just a piece of my thoughts. 

uhhh so cute!!