Thursday, December 31, 2009

i wonder . 2010

as the new year draws closer by the second, i see many people around me have renewed hopes, new resolutions, and continued believe that the new year will be a better one.

i don't know since when, i have started to be weary. for the bleakness of the future, for the uncertainty that comes along with it, and with the knowledge that one cannot control time. the passing of 2009 into 2010 just brings one an inch closer to one's end. i clearly remembered once during a Sunday service sermon, the pastor threw us this question : if God wants to see you today, are you prepared to see Him? at that moment, i thought, i am not prepared, i don't think i will ever be.

i recalled the 31th dec of 2007, the me, filled with hopes for the new phase of my life, wrote a list of resolutions for the new year. looking back then, i wonder how many of them were realized. the one that i wished for the most never did became reality. in the new year, will this same wish be realized before my birthday, i wish it would, but please, let not history repeat itself. maybe it will not come true too! i'll leave that all to fate.

family ties

家人不是你能选择的叫家人,
家人是你没能选择的叫家人。

unanswered prayer

am i the answer to you prayer,
or are you the answer to my prayer?
tell me please!

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

arcade.bugis

if you are reading this post, be grateful.

meet ups with MingShi never fails to be fun.

2 big girls,
more like 1 close to being pro, and 1 cannot make it,
went to have some fun at Bugis' arcade.

they had so much fun and laughter there,
they felt time traveled backwards.

but that comes with a price;
my hands are spotted with ugly spots of bruises,
its painful when i write );

boo,
i somehow do miss my ugly handwriting after all );

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

这一生最美的祝福

这一生最美的祝福
演唱:赞美之泉
专辑:让爱走动

在无数的黑夜里
我用星星画出你
你的恩典如晨星
让我真实的见到你
在我的歌声里
我用音符赞美你
你的美好是我今生颂扬的
这一生最美的祝福
就是能认识主耶稣
这一生最美的祝福
就是能信靠主耶稣
走在高山深谷
他会伴我同行
我知道,这是最美的祝福

Monday, December 28, 2009

storytelling

i told you a story, you said you liked it,
you asked me if i liked it too, i said i seriously don't,
you asked why... ...

its easy for me to tell you the story,
its even easier for you to listen/read the story,
but its difficult and painful for me to experience it.
if our roles were swapped, i would say, 'i love this story!'

you then replied me,
there should be a good ending to this story,
and there's only 1 possibility to that.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

唏嘘人生

昨天,母亲童年的好友打了通电话来慰问, 寒暄。
好久不见,朋友说,人事早已随着时间不断的变迁。

原本
期待着阿姨说她儿子已结婚,女儿正在念书的我,
却从母亲的口中获得完全相反的答复。
母女俩顿然都非常的错愕。

本来是童年的玩伴,
一起在月光下述说着对前途的憧憬,
如今,事过境迁,
两个半百的母亲回顾当年的心境,
原来他们的命运有了如此大的分歧。

正如他们的孩子,
当年还是小不点,在沙滩上堆沙丘。
如今,小我两岁的她,以为人母, 结婚了。
但愿她前面的日子不会过的更艰难。

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

promise to a little boy (;

teacher : hey, i promised you a heart right, here it is!!!
TG : (looked at the small heart) ermm i am not Chin Tiong
teacher : (shocked!!!)
TG : (looks at teacher with really sad doe's eyes)
teacher : (feels so extremely guilty) sorry!!! i get you another one to replace this ok?
TG : (still looking at teacher with really sad eyes) nods his head

the next day

TG's aunt saw his running around in church and told him that teacher was looking for him. TG ran to look for teacher. teacher took up a paper bag stuffed with something red inside.

teacher : i will give it to you later ok?
TG : nods his head earnestly, and ran and skipped along back to sunday school
after service, TG came looking for teacher before she could go look for him
TG : upon seeing the paper bag, pulled out the hands of the heart and started hugging it
teacher : there is something in front!
TG : (smiled from ear to ear upon seeing his name printed on the heart) hugged the heart even tighter and went off to show it off to his friends!


*so sweet!!!

Monday, December 21, 2009

Hort Park

Vivo City.Hort Park.Kimochi. Harbour Front

*i am the QUEEN!!!

*4 years for friendship and still counting!!!

*my new 'friend'


*'i want to put my head into the dragon's mouth!!!'


Jovena said i look like 十三姨 here, just that the umbrella wasn't lacy enough!

*Jovena complained that the lion had torn paws and belly. and blue me cant seem to say 狮子,老虎 always come out instead );

*hello tin tin. milo tin tin

*taken in some playgound. old already, we couldn't really fit into the little space of the boat structure ); those were the days... ...

*dino dino

*some little baby that i thought looks real cute (;

*i challenged her. if she can move the metal ball into the hole in the center, i'll treat her ice-cream. in the end, 2 big girls + 2 small boys made it possible!



*SMU jump!!! Jovena's favourite pose (;






*Alexandar Bridge that lights up at night

*fuwa-fuwa rare cheesecake from Kimochi. delicious! smooth like ice-cream, yet taste like cheesecake!!! <3<3<3!!!

胡志明市4

before i forget that my Ho Chi Minh trip was not 3 days but 4, let me hurry blog about it. but before i talk about the last day in HCMc, i gotta run to meet Jovena, else she will be really angry if i am late. will be back soon to talk about HCMc soon!!!

so hort park was great. had a super fun time with Jovena, but i have not forgotten about updating my trip to HCMc.

the last day in HCMc was free and easy. that is to say our official HCMc tour ended yesterday and today we are free on our own to explore the city even more.

in our desperate attempt to shop for more traditional Vietnamese souvenirs, we ventured out in search of An Dong Market. but to our greatest disappointment, it was just like our Bugis street, selling goods that can be easily found here );

after which, we went in search of KFC - to taste Vietnamese chicken. dad said its just as bad as Singapore's one or maybe even worse );

finally we were packed off to the airport, and there my mother and i scouted the ENTIRE airport looking for things to buy. not very successful though, but still managed to do some last minute shopping. since we dint eat much in the afternoon, dad suggested that we go fill our tummy at this Singaporean delight restaurant. we ordered chicken rice and laska... awwwwwwwww cannot be compared to our local ones!

so that marked the end of our 4 days 3 night Ho Chi Minh tour! (;

Friday, December 18, 2009

胡志明市3

since dear Facebook died on me 48 hours ago, and still is now, i cant do my favourite activity of stalking people and playing pblock. i am bored!!! so i shall blabber about Ho Chi Minh City tour day 3.

well actually it wasn't really HCMc's tour because early in the morning we left HCMc for Mekong Delta. 离开喧闹的城市,接近幽静的原野, 朴实的生活,仿佛落叶归根。that's the beauty of Chinese, more so the most simple, yet most accurate description of the Mekong Delta tour.

*map of Mekong Delta

back at noisy crowded HCMc, we visited City Hall, took photos with statue of Bac Ho. Ho Chi Minh was single and loved children, so they called him Bac Ho. after that we crossed a few roads to take a look at the opera house. it was a pity that we could only see it from across the road. well not as magnificent as those European ones, but still, had a style of its own.

well city tour ended with the last place of attraction - opera house, and to make the tour a complete one, we were dropped off at some shopping mall. when you see Adidas, Nike, Puma, Parkson, Samsung, LG and what not wherever you go, its just like pouring cold water on your hopes to shop for more traditional Vietnamese souvenirs. it makes me wonder, does having all these international brand names invade your country equates to globalization, modernity? that is also a question i leave you with to ponder upon.

prawning

today's my first ever prawning experience. interesting. caught 3 prawns. just nice, one each. but we kind souls gave it all to a little girl who dint managed to catch any prawns. for prawning pics, please see my FB.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

love.ironically

"In my experience, falling in love has little to do with wanting someone. It is much more enticing to me to be wanted. ”

- Mariah White

Keeping Faith by Jodi Picoult


got this quote out from Bing Liang's blog. it just kept me thinking. maybe it will do the same to you too. how ironic is love!

on wings

sometimes, we feel we are like this...

胡志明市2

day 2 of Ho Chi Minh City tour. before we get into the juicy bits of old monuments and commi-highness, lets first talk about breakfast in the hotel. we stayed in Equatorial Hotel, so naturally breakfast was there at Chi Chat Cafe. the day before, after dinner on the way back to hotel, i had such a strong craving for Nasi Lemak. i wished Alladin's magic lamp could grant me a simple plate of nasi lemak. the tour guide told us breakfast at the hotel would be American style. But but but, you just gotta hold your breath here... to my sheer delight, i found NASI LEMAK amongst bread, sausages and salad!!!! if you think the Vietnamese version will disappoint you, you are so absolutely wrong. the nasi was simply tasty and had the freshing aroma of coconut milk and panda in it. its like tasting the most divine, most traditional nasi lemak ever!!!

leaving you with the image of a tantalizing plate of Nasi Lemak, we move on to more historical part of HCMc tour.

first destination of the day was Reunification Palace. from the name of the palace, it outwardly suggests that this is the place where they signed the reunification treaty of the South and the North. this palace was also the place where the president of the south used to stay. long time ago, Vietnam was a French colony, and this palace used to be built according to the French architecture. however unfortunately, in the futile attempt to kill the first president of the South by dropping 2 bombs on the palace, half of it was ruined and the survived president ordered for the palace to be rebuilt. they say 风水不好. me being a Russian fanatic, would comment that on first look of the palace, it looks somewhat resemblance of the museum in Moscow's Victory park. lovely place. i would recommend it if you are interested in the period of American rule in Vietnam.

next on, to the place where i felt so sick in the stomach - the War museum. this museum displayed a collection of pictures taken during the Vietnam war. it is in here, that everyone who came, was brought back to the dark side of humanity. it was in here, one would ponder why men never learnt from the tragedy of wars. it is in here, that one is reminded that mankind's history could not be separated from war. it is also in here, that everyone of us is reminded of how fortunate we are that we have peace, and may this peace continue to stay for as long as possible. in the American troops' attempt to wipe out the Viet Congs, a kind of bio-chemical or more so like a kind of bio-weapon - Agent Orange was sprayed over forests that covered Vietnam. this agent was used to cause the premature wilting of vegetation. Agent Orange is nothing close to being as innocent as its name sounds. anyone who breathe in Agent Orange, will give birth to offspings that are highly deformed. pictures of deformed children lined across the wall made anyone who took the slightest glance felt their hearts twisted for a moment in pity and heartache.

leaving the heartache behind, and taking the insights taken away from the visit, we move on to Cu Chi Tunnel (pronounced as : Gu Ji Tunnel). Cu Chi tunnel is built in Cu Chi village some about 70km away from HCMc. CC tunnel was dug by Viet Congs over a span of 20 long years. the tunnel measured some 200km underground, differentiated into 3 levels, 3m, 7m and 10m underground, which eventually linked up and ended with the Saigon river. with the most primitive tools used to dig the tunnel, you will so in awe of the intelligence of the Viet Congs. for such strong instinct of survival and the display of great intelligence with the most basic tools, you just gotta take your hat off for the Communist. this reminded me of what my prof once said, people fight for many things, and ideology is one thing that people fight for and died for. how true is that.

well, how can a holiday be called a holiday without shopping?!?!!? the day could end no better than letting the biggest market in HCM - Ben Thanh Market babysit us for the evening!!! Ben Thanh market was comparable to South Korea's Dong Dae Moon and Nan Dae Moon.

*photo taken at War Museum.
'i set the dove free to find peace, may the souls who died in the war be brought to a peaceful war-free paradise!'


Tuesday, December 15, 2009

胡志明市1

this may be a little belated, but nonetheless... presenting Ho Chi Minh City to you!

the most part of last week was spent in Vietnam, Ho Chi Minh City.
its been a trip i seriously look forward to after Novosibirsk.

so here i am on the plains of Bac Ho's (meaning 'Uncle Ho' in Vietnamese) conquered land.
in a city populated by almost 8 million Vietnamese, there are about 4 million motorcycles and less than half a million cars, motorcycles filled every corner of HCM as we made our way towards the hotel. this was the first encounter with HCMc.

after a short rest, we were packed off to the national post office and the 100 years old red brick Church (they were just across the road from each other). the set up of the post office reminded me of Novosibirsk's but of course its at least 1 to 2 times larger in area and they have souvenirs shops there for tourists like us to quench our shopping thirst. for the BIG commi fan, there was a HUGE photo of Ho Chi Minh hung in the center of the post office, so its time to take some photos with Bac Ho.

crossing the road to the 100 years old Church, be surprise! its nothing of close to be a shabby place of worship, but one that looks somewhat like a red replicate of St. Andrew's Cathedral back in S'pore. a considerable amount of murals made the church walls come alive, but thank goodness, its not all over the place like the Orthodox churches.

dinner was well, how should i say it?!?! special? different? new experience? its the FIRST time i have ever tasted Vietnamese food, so the feeling was excitement and curiosity. well the meal was not exceptionally tasty, in fact i would say its kind of oddly blended. but what ever the case is, the bottom line i got out of the dinner was : Vietnamese can really decorate the dish so well to make the food look appetizing. for instance, they made a rooster out of an entire pineapple, without wasting any bit of it at all. (pics to come later, or when i feel like uploading them)

so with the lovely pineapple rooster for dinner deco, that marked the end of day 1 in HCMc.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

旁观者

有时作为旁观者,
看看别人如何诠释他们的爱情,
是一种莫名的感叹。
感叹为何今日依然无法靠岸,
也许漂浮是种异样的幸福。