there are many facets of me. when it comes to work, i can be quite on the ball, highly organised, too efficient at times... i basically want to get things done when i am tasked to do them. then there is this other side of me that doesnt like to be in conflict, i prefer it slow. thats especially the case when it comes to other aspect of life outside work. i like it slow, steady and balanced. i dont like to be stressed, hurried, forced to accept ideas, not given the space and opportunity to express myself through creative ways. i am a person of few words, and increasingly i feel that i am unable to express myself well. when others are talking, i instinctively take the back seat, i keep quiet and listen, eventually, i am left out, nobody realized that i am there, i am forgotten...