grandmother's love

the other day (i think it was last sat), i visited grand. as usual she was all smiles to see me, but i wasnt all in a too pretty mood thanks to my terribly itching face. must be the fault of overdose pimple cream. so in my last resort to stop myself from disfiguring my own precious face, i asked grand if she had snake brand antiseptic powder to help me cure the itch. unfortunately she only had the lavender version of it which wasnt as strong as the original one. but nonetheless, it still did helped eased my itch for some time.

today i was just looking at the shelf outside my mother's room and saw a huge tin of snake powder, original version. i thought it was my mother who got it again on top of the smaller one i bought. but to my surprise, she said thats given by grand.

aww what a sweet loving grand. i used to think she loves me inside her heart, but really she loves me inside her heart and she shows them with the little little kind thoughts of hers. what a grand she is!

a little more Atas

from now on, i shall make myself a little more atas.

i shall buy clothes that are slightly more expensive so that when the boyfriend shows off his new possessions when he goes out with me, i don't feel like an ugly ducking next to him.

p/s. but seriously, he doesn't really care if i go out all unglamorous and ugly >.<

hello Unglam Ugly CROCS!!!

bite you BIte you, BITE you!!!

friends, they see it clearer

yesterday was our so called 'meet-the-friends- session.

they said this :

Joanne...

'she doesn't know how to say NO.'

'she will always appear single and available even if she's not'

well, i think its really true.

sometimes i just dont know how to say NO. saying NO always leave me with the feeling of guilt. he was right to tell me, being nice, there is a limit, a line to be drawn to it. and i think i never knew where to draw this line. its a line that crossing it on one side will lead others into misunderstanding me, and crossing the other side, will make others think i am just being pure nasty and arrogant. there is a balance to everything, and its a balance i dont know how much weight to put on each side, with one side being too heavily loaded.

i need to learn how to draw the line NOW!

MOF Lenas High Tea Dessert Buffet was A.W.E.S.O.M.E!

105 days of summer

its been a long long 105 days of summer, and it has finally come to an end.

these 105 days of summer was one of the longest and most dreaded period of my life. but i still thank it, at least i did it and i have walked out of it as a wiser and stronger person. if the internship did not teach me much stuff related to my studies, it did definitely taught me a great deal of life lessons. and for that, i ought to give thanks.

GOOD BYE internship and BIG HELLO to my last precious week of summer!