lines 'n' circles

if we were to draw a graphical or rather pictorial representations of what had been going on, then lines and circles are what we are drawing over and over again for the past few months.

its a process of thinking and more thinking, in the brains of Mars and Venus. sometimes we think alike, sometimes we don't. sometimes we think too much, but sometimes we just assume that we are thinking alike, though it turns out not to be so. maybe its because we are too afraid to say for fear of the other's reaction, maybe we are just too shy to say things plain and clear, maybe we just take it for-granted that after all these while, we might by chance hit the same chords.

we always say we want to understand each other more, better and deeper. you've tried, and so have i, both to the best we could. but deep down i never told you something. its not because i don't want to, but i don't know how to, and neither do i wish it to come back and haunt me once again.

i asked you, how far have we come to? you told me mid way. i wanted to say, we have came really far, beyond mid-point. at least to me, it was a long journey from absolute impossibility to somewhat of possibility. you probably will never know how often i looked back and i wondered time and again how did we make it this far. i always thought parallel lines would never cross, but seems like we've violated that mathematical law.

will we go back into impossibility again? i am choosing to believe not, since you said i think we can be more, though i somehow do suspect that there is some sort of disparity in our interpretations.

i don't know where is the end of the start, maybe you should enlighten me about it, but ironically, you have no idea too. maybe we might miss it, maybe if we are lucky we wouldn't. probably we need a guiding hand there to lead us to it.

oh well, i don't think i make sense here. if you can catch it, good for you, if you cant, good for you too, since people say being kept in the unknown can be a blessing too.

you get me, you don't... ...