做错事的人不是我！
我应该抬起头来，
我应该扬眉吐气！
为什么?!?
不应该是这样的！
我不是！
我不是!!!
我不是!!! !!!
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
understand.totally
i can now totally understand
and symphatise with the NTU
student who stabbed his prof
and plunged to his death!!!
and i wish SMU's professors >
GOOD LUCK!!!
coz you might simply be the next to be
the headlines of the newspaper!
and so you turned a blind eye to what
you cannot deny,
and so you lied through your teeth
like you were right all along,
and so you refuse to change,
because you CLAIMED that
you gave it a lot of
thought and considerations,
and so you killed all passion and
a young adult all filled with burden
to make the world a better place!
so this world is an extremely harsh one!
so this world will kill those who are
kindhearted and help others!
so this world has no vacancies for
hardworking people!
so this world has no mercy on people
who give up all that they have!
so this world turns a blind eye to
down-to-earth people!
so this world bully the Good people!!!
so this world only allow slackers to survive,
so this world contains endless bullshitting,
so this world loves fluffing, the bigger the better,
so this world rewards the free-riders,
so this world give credits to unrealistic people...
so this world is a place i wonder
if i still want to make it more beautiful?
so this world is a universe that i ponder
again if its worth working for humanity?
so this world is a planet i have sufficient
reasons to loath it, yet still live in it...
i wonder, i wonder
such a world like this,
why did God wanted to come in the form
of a human being to save us???
*INJUSTICE!!!*
and symphatise with the NTU
student who stabbed his prof
and plunged to his death!!!
and i wish SMU's professors >
GOOD LUCK!!!
coz you might simply be the next to be
the headlines of the newspaper!
and so you turned a blind eye to what
you cannot deny,
and so you lied through your teeth
like you were right all along,
and so you refuse to change,
because you CLAIMED that
you gave it a lot of
thought and considerations,
and so you killed all passion and
a young adult all filled with burden
to make the world a better place!
so this world is an extremely harsh one!
so this world will kill those who are
kindhearted and help others!
so this world has no vacancies for
hardworking people!
so this world has no mercy on people
who give up all that they have!
so this world turns a blind eye to
down-to-earth people!
so this world bully the Good people!!!
so this world only allow slackers to survive,
so this world contains endless bullshitting,
so this world loves fluffing, the bigger the better,
so this world rewards the free-riders,
so this world give credits to unrealistic people...
so this world is a place i wonder
if i still want to make it more beautiful?
so this world is a universe that i ponder
again if its worth working for humanity?
so this world is a planet i have sufficient
reasons to loath it, yet still live in it...
i wonder, i wonder
such a world like this,
why did God wanted to come in the form
of a human being to save us???
*INJUSTICE!!!*
不，完美
《不，完美》- 李玖哲
你常常说 我很完美
没人能取代 我给的一切
我就以为 我努力更完美
我们 就会永远
完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是 不完美
後来你说 我太完美
值得更好的 陪在我身边
你不是我 你怎么能体会
你有 多么珍贵
我的完美成了罪
你常常说 我很完美
没人能取代 我给的一切
我就以为 我努力更完美
我们 就会永远
完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是 不完美
後来你说 我太完美
值得更好的 陪在我身边
你不是我 你怎么能体会
你有 多么珍贵
我的完美成了罪
Monday, April 27, 2009
就这样...心.死
到了这个时候，
我不知道我还可以支撑多久
这一刻，泪水滑落了脸颊，
磨灭了所有的辛劳，
磨灭了所有的努力，
磨灭了所有的默默根云，
磨灭了所有的呕心沥血。。。
以后的日子里，
我还有能力过吗？
我还有心去奔跑吗？
我还有信心去努力吗？
我好怀疑
怀疑所谓的公平，
怀疑所谓的认可，
怀疑所谓的努力，
更怀疑，
从今以后，心也死了，
不会起死回生！
彻底的绝望！
我不知道我还可以支撑多久
这一刻，泪水滑落了脸颊，
磨灭了所有的辛劳，
磨灭了所有的努力，
磨灭了所有的默默根云，
磨灭了所有的呕心沥血。。。
以后的日子里，
我还有能力过吗？
我还有心去奔跑吗？
我还有信心去努力吗？
我好怀疑
怀疑所谓的公平，
怀疑所谓的认可，
怀疑所谓的努力，
更怀疑，
从今以后，心也死了，
不会起死回生！
彻底的绝望！
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Thursday, April 23, 2009
get.up.and.out
i should be determined to
get up and get out of my house!
and stop dreaming about visiting
the library or shopping!
-get.up.and.out-
get up and get out of my house!
and stop dreaming about visiting
the library or shopping!
-get.up.and.out-
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
and its vast beautiful lands...
sociologist should study why Siberian
youngsters are turning to drugs
when they are excelling in school/
have high social status?!?
*maybe this will help lower the number
of HIV/AIDS cases in Siberia, Irkutsk.
some abstracts from :
The New York Times, 2000
'And in the Irkutsk region there are
300 000 people between the ages of
14-28. so it turns out that every
third or fourth young man at age
18 or 20 takes drugs.'
Dr. Maksim Medvedev :
'roughly 3 of every 10 people i
examine have the AIDS virus'
Lelia Starodumova, 23,
was a swimming champion and model
before she started opium 4 years ago.
Now she and her husband are heroin
addicts and she carries HIV.
'99% of the drugs addicts have HIV.'
she said blandly.
'The only ones who aren't sick
are the ones who haven't had their
blood tested'.
he was among the top 5 in his law class,
aiming for a chance to study in the US.
Now he practices petty thievery and
rolls small-time drug sellers for the
150 rubles - about $5
-- he needs daily to finance his habit.
'The generation of the 70's is dying'
'The generation of the 80's is already dead
-- not all, not 100%.
But 50% are killing themselves before a
natural death.'
youngsters are turning to drugs
when they are excelling in school/
have high social status?!?
*maybe this will help lower the number
of HIV/AIDS cases in Siberia, Irkutsk.
some abstracts from :
The New York Times, 2000
'And in the Irkutsk region there are
300 000 people between the ages of
14-28. so it turns out that every
third or fourth young man at age
18 or 20 takes drugs.'
Dr. Maksim Medvedev :
'roughly 3 of every 10 people i
examine have the AIDS virus'
Lelia Starodumova, 23,
was a swimming champion and model
before she started opium 4 years ago.
Now she and her husband are heroin
addicts and she carries HIV.
'99% of the drugs addicts have HIV.'
she said blandly.
'The only ones who aren't sick
are the ones who haven't had their
blood tested'.
he was among the top 5 in his law class,
aiming for a chance to study in the US.
Now he practices petty thievery and
rolls small-time drug sellers for the
150 rubles - about $5
-- he needs daily to finance his habit.
'The generation of the 70's is dying'
'The generation of the 80's is already dead
-- not all, not 100%.
But 50% are killing themselves before a
natural death.'
new look
i decided to get statussquo
a new look!
yesterday, after dinner with my
dear LTB team Texas,
they suggested that i took lots
of photos when i'm in Siberia
and post them here
so they know i'm not frozen there!
well, i think this blog skin is better
for viewing photos (:
*hope you like it too (:
a new look!
yesterday, after dinner with my
dear LTB team Texas,
they suggested that i took lots
of photos when i'm in Siberia
and post them here
so they know i'm not frozen there!
well, i think this blog skin is better
for viewing photos (:
*hope you like it too (:
Thursday, April 16, 2009
freshiEEE
FINALLY!
I CAN SCREAM IT OUT LOUD>>>
FRESHIE NO MORE!!!
BYE-BYE SMU
HELLO! SUMMER (:
SEE YOU BACK AT SMU
IN YEAR 2 SEM 1
I CAN SCREAM IT OUT LOUD>>>
FRESHIE NO MORE!!!
BYE-BYE SMU
HELLO! SUMMER (:
SEE YOU BACK AT SMU
IN YEAR 2 SEM 1
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Monday, April 6, 2009
ungrateful.being
i've been stalking an ex-classmate
of mine on her blog
(*i'm not tell you who she is,
and fyi, she's not the only 1 i stalk)
there are some reasons why i stalk her,
well basically she reminds me of the
many things i have, yet gave them away,
the many memories that i would have to,
but did not in the end...
but just some thoughts from my
n number of times visitng her blog,
i wonder why is she so
unGRATEFUL?
she is in a good university,
studying what she always wanted,
has the skills i would love to master,
have the 'perfect' one that she claims,
the many besties that she always has,
the slim figure (*not that i dont)
the sweet pretty face... ....
with all these,
what is there still,
for her to complain ?!?
i dont understand!!!
-ungrateful being!!!-
of mine on her blog
(*i'm not tell you who she is,
and fyi, she's not the only 1 i stalk)
there are some reasons why i stalk her,
well basically she reminds me of the
many things i have, yet gave them away,
the many memories that i would have to,
but did not in the end...
but just some thoughts from my
n number of times visitng her blog,
i wonder why is she so
unGRATEFUL?
she is in a good university,
studying what she always wanted,
has the skills i would love to master,
have the 'perfect' one that she claims,
the many besties that she always has,
the slim figure (*not that i dont)
the sweet pretty face... ....
with all these,
what is there still,
for her to complain ?!?
i dont understand!!!
-ungrateful being!!!-
Sunday, April 5, 2009
lazy.mug
this is just one of those moments i hate
study break before exams/finals!
i know i am supposed to study,
MUG MUG MUG,
but i just gotta no motivation!!!
oh noes oh noes!
i wish i can sit by my study table
and pray for A+(s) all over
and not study (at all)!!!
i'm afraid of disappointment that comes
from mugging BUT failing to excel!!!
ahhhhh i want my hippo!!!!
-grey hippo!!! i want!-
study break before exams/finals!
i know i am supposed to study,
MUG MUG MUG,
but i just gotta no motivation!!!
oh noes oh noes!
i wish i can sit by my study table
and pray for A+(s) all over
and not study (at all)!!!
i'm afraid of disappointment that comes
from mugging BUT failing to excel!!!
ahhhhh i want my hippo!!!!
-grey hippo!!! i want!-
Friday, April 3, 2009
Benjamin Buttons
I've been giving much thought
into this... ...
Benjamin Buttons
if everyone was like Ben,
we begin live as old people,
then when life is at this dusk,
we are all back to become
cute little babies...
would this be a better ending
to our short lived life?
people prefer taking care of
little children,
and we shun the thought to taking
are of old people,
would we be more willing to take
care of old children
and young old people?
would this solve the common social
phenomenon of children abandoning
their elderly parents at homes?
i really don't know the answer
what do you think?!?
into this... ...
Benjamin Buttons
if everyone was like Ben,
we begin live as old people,
then when life is at this dusk,
we are all back to become
cute little babies...
would this be a better ending
to our short lived life?
people prefer taking care of
little children,
and we shun the thought to taking
are of old people,
would we be more willing to take
care of old children
and young old people?
would this solve the common social
phenomenon of children abandoning
their elderly parents at homes?
i really don't know the answer
what do you think?!?
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
exploitation
STOP exploitation of JOANNE!!!
i dont like this!
i'm not your personal spy or insider
to get you informatiojn that you want
and i reserve the RIGTHS to hold back
any information from you.
and i DONT care if you are scared,
or what-so-ever reasons you give to
try to dig information out of me,
you just wont get it.
and for goodness sake,
i dont need you to boss about what i do,
how should i do things,
how should i deal with people.
you claim to be better then the rest,
but pulleaaase I DONT THINK SO!
so please just GET OUT NOW!!!
*thank goodness you are graduating soon!*
*extremely DONT LIKE YOU!!!*
i dont like this!
i'm not your personal spy or insider
to get you informatiojn that you want
and i reserve the RIGTHS to hold back
any information from you.
and i DONT care if you are scared,
or what-so-ever reasons you give to
try to dig information out of me,
you just wont get it.
and for goodness sake,
i dont need you to boss about what i do,
how should i do things,
how should i deal with people.
you claim to be better then the rest,
but pulleaaase I DONT THINK SO!
so please just GET OUT NOW!!!
*thank goodness you are graduating soon!*
*extremely DONT LIKE YOU!!!*
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