in.between

*this photo is taken on the aeroexpress train to Domodedovo international airport with my most beloved boy. 

few days ago, 

i made my way back to school...

and i saw bunch of graduates in their gowns taking fun shots around them,

and behind them was groups of freshmen playing orientation games. 

time really flies.

in about 2-3 weeks time, 

i will step into my last year of my education life.

3 years ago, this exact same time, 

i was amongst them,

playing freshmen orientation games too.

then, i had many dreams, 

to excel in my grades, 

to excel in my cca, 

to find a good internship,

to go on overseas exchange

to be a TA

to make many friends, 

or rather, life-long friends, 

to find someone special..

to live the most colourful undergrad life!

the list runs long.

now, 3 years later, 

i look back,

i wonder 

how many of these have turned into reality themselves?!?

the feeling is a mixed one.

will i regret how i lived my undergrad life?

that has been a question i asked myself repeatedly over the past 3 years... ...