friends, they see it clearer

yesterday was our so called 'meet-the-friends- session.

they said this :

Joanne...

'she doesn't know how to say NO.'

'she will always appear single and available even if she's not'

well, i think its really true.

sometimes i just dont know how to say NO. saying NO always leave me with the feeling of guilt. he was right to tell me, being nice, there is a limit, a line to be drawn to it. and i think i never knew where to draw this line. its a line that crossing it on one side will lead others into misunderstanding me, and crossing the other side, will make others think i am just being pure nasty and arrogant. there is a balance to everything, and its a balance i dont know how much weight to put on each side, with one side being too heavily loaded.

i need to learn how to draw the line NOW!

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