affinity

how long more do i have to
forgive and compromise?
how many more times
must i continue to put
myself in your shoes
and think from your
perspective?
when will you start to
mature and think from
my position?

when will i stop helping you
find excuses?
when will the promise you made
come true?

i'm tired of this
what isit that is making me
hold on there for so long?
fear of losing?

then,
when i thought i was brave
enough to let go,
let my life get back into
its original monotone
i'm being put to test - again




-i'm not your symbol of victory-