剧毒 );

很失望！真的!

原来... ... 我中毒太深了!!!

这是剧毒，让人无法自拔！

救我!!!

尼姑庵

耳机里播放的是《我知道我的救赎者活着》，

而身边坐着的是位尼姑庵，

她下车的地方是教会前的车站，

我心里久久都有着怪怪的不安... ...

blue mind

Blue is the color of the sky and the ocean. Blue causes the body to produce chemicals that are calming, tranquil, and soothing. If you got this result then you are probably a very deep-feeling person who truly cares about the people you love. You see the good in everyone.

Your Personality can best be described by Blue! You are very emotional on the inside but put on a smile for the world, You have your own unique beauty no matter what those butts from school say. You keep your emotions bottled up, wanting nothing but the best for everyone else, you don\'t want them to worry about you. You are more careful about life than others but you still can\'t resist having some fun along the way. Your friends are the most important thing in the world in your opinion. You always find your own light in the darkest places, Don\'t ever let anything bring you down.. (:

Full of calm and tranquillity, people often find themselves drawn to you when they\'re emotionally frazzled. You have unerring patience and are happy to listen to others and be there for your friends when they need you most.\n\nDon\'t let yourself be fooled by your positive demeanour, however; you are prone to depressive swoops every now and again, and though they tend to be brief and unexplainable they can be consuming and mean that no one can reach out for you until they\'re over - at which time you return to your usual peaceful and light self once more.\n\nYou\'re a very honest person but are very good at making even the most harsh truths bearable - you have a talent for keeping people calm, emanating your own composure to those that need it. Also intelligent, you are a bright and keen learner, though sometimes may be unwilling to learn things that do not interest you - and why should you? Work to your strengths - and that’s exactly what you do.\n\nRemember: no matter how easy it is to keep cool under difficult circumstances, sometimes it may make you seem a bit ‘stand off-ish’ to those around you and make others wonder if you even care when things are falling apart around you or your friends. Take care to ensure people know that you understand and are not simply being ignorant.\n\nPositive Qualities:\n\n- Tranquil; calm; good listener; patient; honest; intelligent.\n\nNegative qualities:\n\n- Distant; full of emotion but rarely let others see; quickly changeable moods; at times unreachable.

不朽

阿信： 我感谢很多人，愿意冒着被我讨厌的风险，逼我做很多事情；人应该要让自己拥有选择的机会，不要让未来的你，讨厌现在的自己。

蔡康永：人生初期，别拒绝学习，因为诸事蒙昧，难免摸索，任性的拒绝学习，就是冒险，因为赌的是后来的人生，自己也失去了改变的可能。

囚禁

当你强制的紧握着不放开时，

你囚禁的是你的心灵！

入戏

曹格 - 入戏

最后 你转身离去
闪过 一丝犹豫
已经到底 像拍好的剧情
埋下伏笔 未完待续

是我 一直太入戏
彻底 为你着迷
安然静静 有一千种表情
看不清也不想看清

铺天盖地是你完美演技
一句抱歉说的煽情
坏人我做就可以
若即若离是你完美演技
那里热闹往哪里去 都随你

我该 怎么形容你
善变或任性
爱得即兴 没有任何逻辑
甚至不留一点痕迹

是我 一直太入戏
彻底 为你着迷
干干净净 眼神黑白分明
我怎么都看不清晰

若即若离是你完美演技
那里热闹往哪里去 都随你

一生悬命爱着你
陪你演出对手戏
我毫不犹豫
不管未来在哪里
你的绝情合情理

铺天盖地是你完美演技
一句抱歉说的煽情
坏人我做就可以
若即若离是你完美演技
那里热闹往哪里去 都随你

social conformity

recently been looking at some other people's photos on FB (as usual) and it suddenly struck me...how come/how is it possible that they all dress in the similar fashion?

then i remembered studying in PSY 101, that people are conformed to dress like their peers to be accepted by them.

so does that mean that your friends socialized you to be who you are and what you perceived yourself to be?!?

and i wondered, how is it that my pack of JC friends that i have always been going out with, have not conformed and dress similarly after all these years of friendship?!?!

weird?!?! (don't understand!!!) maybe we gel well together as friends but deep down we are all just being very stubborn in our own ways, our outlook in life, the approach to happenings around us, so social conformity is an EXCEPTION with us!

cause each and every one of us is S-P-E-C-I-A-L!!!

LOVE all you special peeps!!

傀儡

我不喜欢这种心情被你牵挂着的感觉！

disclaimer

with regards to the immediate previous post:

1. the author has gotten over her emotions and will NOT do anything as suggested or implied from the post.

2. the author has decided to leave the post up for the sole reason for the appreciation of her literary juices used to write the entry.

3. the author here by, takes no responsibility of any interpretation or actions taken by any reader after reading her post.

4. this post is only for literary appreciation purposes.

bottom line : DON'T READ TOO MUCH INTO IT! (;

上顶楼的快感

常在报章上读到有人跳楼，

总觉得心中有种隐微的诡异... ...

最近，我常从高楼往下看，

更常对着高楼的顶楼望去。

跳楼是什么感觉？

也许从高处，往下坠落时，

自己仿佛长上了翅膀，

心灵在这一刻飞出了这有限的驹壳，... ... ... 到无限！

还未不入21 的我，

好像早已失去了童年的勇气！

这样的日子，我似呼没有勇气再过了！

有一天，

如果你在报章的某一个最小的角落下，

看到我的新闻，

请不要诧异！

记忆会发黄，人会老，

最终，我们都回到那个叫从前的地方！