steps

as i take the final few steps of this chapter,

what emotions will make up the bookmark of this chapter?

its mixed feelings...

excitement to end this chapter, 

weariness to enter to next, 

for i cant see any clue, any guiding light. 

i am truly afraid, really.

but time does not wait, 

my legs are not allowed to stop.

continue walking is the only escape. 

i always encourage him to look forward, 

this time, 

its time for me to practice what i preach. 

i am truly afraid.

i know the points, 

from point A to point B, then to point C...

etc...

but who tells me how do i get from 1 point to the next?

or maybe it wasnt even meant to be from point A to B to C, 

but...

something else?!?!

who knows?!?!