wisdom tooth

this is definitely not the way i want my christmas to be, 

but it is so. 

if it all did not happened this way, 

i would be happily dating my boyfriend everyday, 

going to see the christmas lightings, 

going to sentosa for picnic... etc...

but what really happened was, 

i dated my wisdom tooth since 24 dec, and till now, 

i dont see it coming anywhere close to letting me off its hook. 

its been drowning me in endless pain, 

fatigue of the heart (is there such a description?)

cold palms and foot, 

headaches,

and most torturous of all, 

only those delicious christmas food could stare at me, 

alluring me to eat them, 

but all i can do, is turn my head away. 

please, would you stop this torture on me? 

i think its more than enough!