maybe, talent

recently, i landed myself in Geninne's Art Blog,

and i can tell you for sure that she inspired me so much

and re-kindred my long lost passion,

or maybe in a kinder word; talent.

its been a really long time since i last drew - something decent.

and it feels so liberating to be able to draw again,

especially with the newly found long lost passion.

i remembered when i was a little girl,

how much i love to draw, how much i love art,

and how my mother would spend on art materials

to allow me to stretch my creative potentials,

though she once complained to someone else,

that she dint like my creative side.

then, i thought,

life would be perfect if i would do art for a living.

it was like a dream,

it was a dream.

i very much wanted to pursue art at a higher level.

but i was not of the brightest material in my studies,

so i had to make do with keeping it as a hobby.

but you know how hard it is,

just to juggle with the sudden increase

in number of subjects that i had to study.

soon as time passes,

i drew less and less,

eventually, i forgot all about it,

throwing myself to embrace my new found love -

literature, Chinese literature,

then, politics,

and law.

one day i realized, i forgot how to even draw.

having found this blog, this blogger,

its was gush after gush of inspiration.

drawing could be SO simple once again!

what i thought was a dream,

is her reality.

i am envious!

but at least, i aspire to draw like her one day,

soon.

these two days,

as i held the pen/pencil again,

and let myself go free with the pen tip,

its

LIBERATION

and

JUBILATION!

*above is one of her pieces i took off her website.

its not her signature, but it depicts how i feel - epic.