fire.burn

its been close to 3 yrs
from invited pianist
to co-teacher
to teaching
i came into the ministry
with passion and vigour

years later, when i look back

will i be running dry of the
fire that burned when i was young?
will i no longer be burning
with the passion that held before?
will i be the one who step in
and the students groan 'its her again?'
will i not spend that much time,
thinking day and night for inspiration?
will i still present wholeheartedly
making perfection my only standard?

will i, will i! will i?

its a dangerous vacuum
that i fear to fall into


-please! burn!-